2008/05/31

He's a total psychopat dude!

Dude, he is crazy. dia psycho? apa dia ada gangguan jiwa ya? dia gila cewe gue rasa sih.. semua temen-temenya mantanya dia di embat. waktu pas sama mantanya, gue di jadiin korban. sekarang???? cewe baik baik banget yang bener-bener engga ada dosa di embat juga. mau jadi apaan sih lo? buset dah.. ngga ada kapok-kapoknya ya mas mainin cewe? bener kata *** karma does works.. dan lo harus terima itu entar, ngga tau besok, lusa, atau hari-hari kedepan lo entar coy. sebenernya lo kaya gini sih ngga guna loh.. gue mah cuma bisa bilang ke **** "yang sabar yaaa.." itu aja.. sebenernya lo ngga pernah serius sayang sama cewe ya? gila aja lo. baru 1 hari putus besoknya udah jadian lagi. ya tuhan ckck ah lo emah bener-bener gila gue rasa, dan gue rasa juga lo harus di bawa ke psikolog untuk di cek keadaan otak dan jiwa lo sekarang. bingung gue sumpah.. gue dijadiin sampahan doang..

so long fucker!

love,Maria Exa

2008/05/29

Hell-o,welcome sick-o

Hell-o,welcome to sick-o and bye-bye happiness. gue sebenernya udah mau ngakhirin semua ini, tapi engga berakhir-berakhir deh.. gue sampe cape sendiri! selalu deh, kalo aja gue udah nyangkut sama sesuatu, pati gue engga bakal bisa keluar dari situ. termasuk kekarang ini gue lagi nyangkut di kumpulan FEMALE BARZINI yang dari lama banget gue udah mau kelaur tapi selalu di tahan-tahan terus. kemaran gue baru ngomong sama DON-nya barzini yaitu Norman Joesef dan dia bilang, "ada apa sih? kok bisa gini? emangnya ada apa sampe lo mau keluar gini? please lah jgn keluar" gue ditahanya tuh mampus-mampusan. why oh why? please tell me what's going on?

2008/05/28

About this family i got from 7th grade

This is my family that i got from 7th grade at SMP Islam Al-ikhlas, they are my greatest love. i had a great,sad,worried,happy,panic and more memories with them.. i love them just like my own family, and i had a best friend,i had a good friends from them.. they're like my whole life,my drugs,my happiness waaaa they are my everything! i want to say something for them, and this is my letter :
"To my dearest friends, i want to say sorry if i made a mistake or something that made you ill or else. and i want you all to know that i will always love you and i will miss you.thank you for everything you gave me.. you have teached me a priceless lessons. hmmmm what else ya?hmm i think thats all for you guys. peace out! Thank you"

Dude,im ruined

Dude,i'm ruined right now.. i lost three of my best friends, and the most important is i lost MY PARTNER IN CRIME.. i lost her just because i'm thinking about my own ego.. i don't know what to say to her.. all i have to say is "i'm sorry b**, i'm selfish.. i don't think about your feeling.. i know you're really mad at me about that.. i've made a horrible mistake.. and i don't know what the hell am i thinking that day. dude,im sorry for real" that's the word i wanted to say to her,but i don't know how!!!now, everyone is staring at me and calling me a "back stabber!" and i accept that because, i am.

one word "WILL YOU JUST KILL ME!!!!!!"